beckasaur

sometimes i love feeling loved but then im like thats not enough.and i go depressed.Life is getting harder and harder.and i keep messing up.i dont mean too.WHen everyhting is turning out good for me and i gained my parents trust i fcked it up..WHy..i ask....well im done with making bad choices..fuck it...i want to do good.and thnk more..i gotta thnk more of the consequences,..Im having trust issues..i barely have friends now.my mother taught me alot.and i appreciate that......well thats all i have to say for now..ill write more tomorow.